Wednesday, August 15, 2018

Happy Independence Day!!!


As the dollar breaches the 70 mark against rupee this 71st Independence day, one wonders when we will have independence from dollar?

Independence day celebration has been a great moment for us every year. I still remember my struggle in my hey days, to fetch the laddoo that's being distributed in my native town after the independence day parade celebration. It was not like I could not afford to buy that laddoo from a nearby shop, but the thrill and pride of fetching that laddoo among the crowd, the jostling among thousand hands stretching just to get that one laddoo was like fetching my share of independence. Myself and those thousands definitely felt that pride—an illusion that none of us really understand.

Independence from whom? Independence from one foreign government! Are we independent now? Or put it in another words: Are we self-dependent? And finally the question: Are we free?

Tough questions for average persons even to ask, leave alone getting answers. Are celebrations like Independence day are systematic frameworks, so that citizens don't ask such difficult questions and shut their mouth with a laddoo?

About one old freedom fighter of my town, when my daughter asked why that guy is called a freedom fighter and not an independence fighter, I didn't have an answer. There's no such compound word called "Independence fighter". There are freedom fighters but nobody is called an "Independence fighter"! Strange... isn't it?

Freedom vs Independence. Age old debate...

Nobody defined freedom better than Ayn Rand which is like "Freedom, in a political context, means freedom from government coercion. It does not mean freedom from the landlord, or freedom from the employer, or freedom from the laws of nature which do not provide men with automatic prosperity. It means freedom from the coercive power of the state—and nothing else".

State. Government. Artifacts to curb freedom or supply freedom? Amit Varma in his 5th Aug 2018 Article in Times of India(https://goo.gl/5cWNvq) argued: "India’s biggest religion is not Hinduism but the Religion of Government. We in India seem to think of the government as the solution to all our problems. We behave as if the State is a benevolent entity with unlimited resources of its own with which it should fulfill all our wishes: ban what we don’t like, build what we want built, spend on what we think are good causes. Statues, loan waivers, awards for sportspeople, ministries for cow protection, and so on. In all this, we ignore one essential truth: Every act of government is an act of violence".

Well, Banks collected a whopping Rs 5,000 crore from customers for non-maintenance of minimum balance in their accounts in 2017-18. Indian Railways earns Rs 1,407 crore via reserved ticket cancellation in 2017. Tactics that we the government employs to coerce our own people!

Government: Of the people, by the people, for the people.

Freedom from Governance? Freedom from Lagaan? Independence from dollar costing ₹70?

Happy 71st Independence day folks!!!

Tuesday, January 16, 2018

Touched 40!

Every man over forty is a scoundrel.

Though I knew who's quote is this, by habit when I googled it, I was directed to popular website brainyquote.com. Interestingly, next to this famous George Bernard Shaw quote there, I found another interesting quote — one I had not heard before; by Sigmund Freud — "If youth knew; if age could".

Yesterday, I was struggling to fly a kite with my two daughters. They were rejoicing to their fullest, applauding to their loudest every time the kite was flying a little but deep inside, I was getting embarrassed with myself for never having learned to fly a kite or for that matter, understanding the nuances of kite-thread and air-flow dynamics. I thought, had I had flew one in the past, my daughters could have rejoiced louder today. The only solace for the day I had: "I tried"!

Is Freud relevant today? I am not sure! With a 10th of my hair turned gray as I embrace this midpoint of life — neither young nor old, should I be satisfied with the solace "I tried" or learn again "how to fly kite?"? This question is still intriguing me...!

Wish I could run a backtracking algorithm in my life, something like in the movie "Groundhog day"!

But Life seems to run more like a dynamic programming with a twist of destiny controlling with a very little memoization. In modern times, every situation is a new situation, less deja vus.

The learning is never stopping and so is trying!

But trying for what? A new kind of solace? Ok... I did "this" in my life! To achieve some success. But ever since I read Maria Sharapova saying "I don't know who is Sachin Tendulkar!", my idea of success has gone haywire! So far, I have discovered that "Success" is more of localized. One is successful for few "others". Like yesterday's incident, my daughters would count me as successful but I would count myself "unsuccessful"!

Therefore again, the question: whether to succeed for others or succeed for self?

Now I sound like a scoundrel! Didn't I?

I brought myself here...

TARS: Cooper, they didn't bring us here to change the past.
Cooper: Say that again.
TARS: They didn't bring us here to change the past.
Cooper: But they didn't bring us here at all. We brought ourselves.

Life starts at forty! Oldies will tell me today.

Oh... it never started before?! Or it never started like "life"?


~Swarup